Lyrics
You kissed me like a final scene
Said, “This was fun, but not my dream”
I played along, but I still knew
You’d disappear like summer do
Your hoodie’s still here on my bed
Still smells like smoke and things we said
I should’ve run the other way
But I’m the one who begged you stay
Now I’m just another name you blurred
A side note in the song you heard
And I’m still stuck on your goodbye
While you forget I even tried
You were lightning in a borrowed sky
I should’ve known you'd never try
You were always more escape than home
I knew it, but I loved you alone
You smiled like this was just a phase
But I was hoping you might stay
Now you’re gone and I replay
That you were never meant to stay
You said I made you feel brand new
But I was just a stop for you
You held my hand, then turned away
Like I was weight you couldn’t face
We laughed too hard to see the end
But endings come for all pretend
You broke my heart in lowercase
Soft enough to leave no trace
I tried to be the calm, the cure
But you just wanted something pure
And I was cracked and full of fear
Still hoped you'd choose to keep me near
You were lightning in a borrowed sky
I should’ve known you'd never try
You were always more escape than home
I knew it, but I loved you alone
You smiled like this was just a phase
But I was hoping you might stay
Now you’re gone and I replay
That you were never meant to stay
I never asked for promises
Just one goodbye that made some sense
But you just left like shutting doors
And I collapsed on bedroom floors
You’ll write your name in someone’s past
While I still drive and hope it lasts
I’ll scream this song ‘til I decay
You were never meant to stay
You were lightning in a borrowed sky
I should’ve known you'd never try
You were always more escape than home
I knew it, but I loved you alone
You smiled like this was just a phase
But I was hoping you might stay
Now you’re gone and I replay
That you were never meant to stay
You were lightning in a borrowed sky
But I still wished that you were mine
You said "don’t wait," I stayed instead
Now I sing the words I never said
You were chaos I couldn't tame
But I'd still fall and take the blame
I lost you what else can I say?
You were never meant to stay